The Real Me

Here it is…we will get the formalities out of the way…

Education: I went to both Columbus East and Columbus North High Schools…long story…but I still didn't graduate with my class…I got really sick and couldn't finish…I ended up getting my GED with Honors a few years later…that's about it…

Relationships: Good god, here goes…my first love(and sorry I don't want to say her name, you will know why shortly) was a beautiful blonde…a goddess in my eyes…and she was a saint…one of my friends since 3rd grade…we started dating at the end of our 8th grade year…but the relationship ended on a bad note…she passed away near the beginning of our Junior year of high school…and don't ask me from what unless I truly trust you…it's hard enough as it is.  My second relationship started in my Senior year, with another long time friend…and we were together for almost 5 years…big mistake…she ended up being a control freak…she wanted to control my every action and I ended up getting sick of it so I made the decision that she didn't deserve me…the only good things that came out of that relationship were the knowledge of what not to get myself into and the fact that we have a daughter together…I will get to her in the next segment.

My daughter: Her name is Elizabeth Mae.  She is two years old and her b-day is Feb. 16.  She has two dogs both Yorkies, Cody & Snickers.  Thanks to my father, she also has a had a horse named Festus…he had to be put down…but no worries…she's getting a new one…her Papaw said so.  Her favorite shows are Barney, The Wiggles, and The Price is Right(that's my girl, just like her daddy).  She is very smart and advanced for her age, and I am very proud of her.  I just don't get to see very much anymore, thanks to her mother, the snarling Orochi hell-beast.  Sorry my opinion will always stand for her.  But it goes without saying that Elizabeth is Daddy's Little Girl…but I think it's more of I'm Elizabeth's Big Daddy…but let's not let her know that…

Parental Units: My father's name is Brian Lowe. He is a former mechanic for a local body shop…the best they had…he had to retire early because he developed spinal degeneration…now his three jobs are taking care of the animals, spoiling Elizabeth, and giving Mom grief…and he's really good at all of them.  My mother's name is Shawna Lowe.  She is a Registered Nurse with CRH here in Columbus, IN.  She is a little kid at heart…she is addicted to Tigger & Eeyore(I spelled that right, didn't I?)…she has a heart of gold, and I think that I may have got that from her.  Those are my parental units.

My Best Friend: Larry Smith, common name, no-so-common compadre.  He is a hardcore wrestling fan like I am, and he is almost like the big brother I never had…

My Code of Honor: I am all about respect.  If you can't show it, you don't deserve it.  I have been through hell in my life…and it is the only thing that keeps me going…I think that all things happen for a reason, but I would really like some consultation before they do, would help a lot.  I believe that a lady should be treated with honor, respect, and heart.  I believe that if you love someone, you shouldn't let them go…you should prove it first…then let them go…funny hearing myself say that.  I believe the wrong should be punished equally for what they have done…whether it be direct or not…atonement for one actions.  I believe that religion is a messed up practice…everyone of them preach about forgiveness and tolerence, yet show none toward the others…they are all equals…deal with it…

My pet peeve: Sadists, people who are sadistic is some way, shape, form, or fashion.  People who thrive of other misfortune and susceptablity.  Like for instance, one who would be considered players…one hurt a good friend of mine recently, and if I ever see the little prick…I would……I would………rip his spinal cord out through his mouth and shove it straight up his ass…he probably wouldn't feel the last part, but how much fun would it be!  Mwah ha ha ha haaaaaa!  Sorry.  I absolutely hate sadists and they all need to be dealt with in a gruesome fashion…no problem…I'm for hire.

Okay now the 5 questions every one seems to ask everywhere(well most of the time)…

  1. Democrat or Republican? Neither, which ever candidate sounds like they know what the hell they are doing is who I will vote for.
  2. Favorite TV show? Smallville, good god that show is very well put together…sad that John Schneider is gone now(I hope the find someway to bring him back)…oh well, Tom Welling is still there…
  3. Favorite Movie? A tie - "A History of Violence" starring Viggo Mortensen & Maria Bello - "The Punisher" starring Thomas Jane & John Travolta
  4. Favorite Song? A tie - "Fast Movin' Train" by Restless Heart - "Someone Else's Star" by Bryan White - "She Don't Tell Me To" by Montgomery Gentry - "Used to the Pain" by Tracy Lawrence - and because of recent events…"That's as Close as I'll Get to Loving You" by Aaron Tippin
  5. (And it seems to be the topic in every chatroom, so I think it is appropiate…or just plain funny…I get laughs and put people in awe for my answer)When did you lose your virginity?(seriously ends up the topic of a lot of chatrooms, sex & virginity) My answer…11…seriously…don't laugh at me…I'm really serious…it was a chance encounter at a particular event, the D.A.R.E. lock-in we had in 6th Grade…something just happened…it was very innocent, I swear…thought it would raise some eyebrows…but I will never say anymore about it to anyone…ever…

Okay…seriousness now…I do have this code of honor…and this code makes me have to tell the truth…you have all of me through this blogsite…

And I believe in this to the fullest…a quote from one of my favorite movies…"The Punisher"…from Joan, played by Rebecca Romijin…

"Don't let your memories kill you…good memories can save your life."

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