Welcome to hell….FTW #5
Saturday, June 3, 2006Yes……that's right……..
Welcome to another edition of FTW
I call this "Welcome to Hell"
"Fuck the World" #5
So we shall begin it with this…….
I say "Fuck Me"
NO I do not mean it in that sense, but hey, the offer is on the table….
No I mean in the sense that I absolutely hate myself now. 100%. I finally thought I could finish one of those races, but something inside has just burst into flames….so I guess you can call it a blow out.
I thought I had finally figured myself out, what I wanted….who I wanted….where I wanted to go…….but I was wrong….DEAD WRONG……..I have hit that proverbial brick wall and the proverbial freight train has me cornered.
I cannot believe that I am feeling this way.
I am extremely happy right now…happier than I have ever been, but I am also very confused.
I have a new one for you all….."You never truly know where your heart lies, until you feel like it is about to explode."
I am at that point, my heart, my mind, my body, my soul are all on fire….I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think straight, I can't figure out my own being….I am lost, but I am happy……
"Fuck me really really hard"……also not it that context……
That wraps up this edition of FTW. I want to know what you all think, leave me a comment, shoot from wherever you are, whatever you feel like…don't be easy on me. Or whatever you want to say to me. I want to know that some read it….so leave me a comment…..
SO……until next time……remember……..when you are so pissed off at someone you could rip there head off……or maybe even at yourself….LOL….just shake your fist at the sky and scream……………….."Fuck the World"….(or give up on everything)
"The Master needs to go clear his mind….even if it mean removing it….."
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